Realize it

by sihijau


well, this is not really great years maybe. But i still feel blessed. i do.

Sometimes, i lost my mind. I lost my way. What i really need to do. What i love to do. What i supposed to do.

Yes, maybe you will boring when i said like this. Even myself. I hate being scary.

I'm so silly.

Realize it, i need something new.

Realize it, i need something new.

Not a better place, but a new place.

Why i need it so bad?

Because i need some challenge. It just me or everyone have a same feeling like me?

yes i think it's my passion. If i'm wrong, this is okay right?

Please.. please.. tell me..

What i must to do.

I must stop or keep going?

I must stay or looking another things?



I have only one life. Only one opportunity to be somebody.

If i never make a mistake, then i will never know it is a mistake right?

Maybe it's the best for me or for only me? or from God?

Ooo.. i just hate being denial sometimes.

Yes, i need something something new.



Please tell me, it just me or you have a same feeling like what i feel now?

Tell me!